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the darkness is my heaven, the blade is my answer
are you really the hero, am i truly a monster

if i want to see you suffer, if my pleasure is your pain
should i resent myself, am i suppose to feel insane

just because I'm free to be myself, i can choose what i wana be
you re the one in the asylum, the one who is forever unfree

forgive me for i am human, you're just a nameless drone
original is my body, mind and soul, you're some one Else's skin, meat and bone

FAMILY LOATHING

yet another mind fuckingly numb day of dealing with the problems of man, stupidity being the high. cheap cigarettes and warm beer, these are the things of celebration to me. and as they say all good things come to an end as well as home sweet hellhole. now let me get to a point, i seem to hate...everyone. i want to kill my own family, but somehow they keep wanting to be around me, I've tried to scare them away but nothing i do seems to work, so next time some one tries to get close, I'm going to punch them in the face and tell them to fuck off

For you...Know who

For a friend

Who helped me find a way to vent my thoughts thanks K.P.

I Find Salvation In Myself

Each day I fade in and out of known reality, I wander around in my own bewilder and profanity, wondering why I am so different from everyone else, why I cant be labelled as "normal". I have tried to contain my ideologies and my true self from the world and for a while it worked out well but it felt so utterly wrong, so I have decided to embrace my other nature, my dark and twisted origin and as a result I have been cast out of the society of norm, but have found other's like myself. We are all  different in our own unique way, we are all freaks and misfits of the modern age and to be honest we like it that way. As for me I'm just an average ordinary everyday outsider :).